It's amazing how things and life can change really quickly. A few hours ago I was really depressed, while now I feel 1000% better. And of course it is all to do with a (few) girl(s). My depression began at 11am when I came home and received a note from my flatmate 'W' informing me that she has a new boyfriend and that he will be staying in her room. Obviously I jumped to the conclusion that they would be having sex, as if a girl invited me into her room I wouldn't be watching TV or playing tiddly winks.
Then my ex 'P' rang me four times, harassing me and basically going on about how horrible I am. You'd think after 15 years I'd be used to this but it still hurts.
Things turned around a bit in the afternoon. I spoke to my sister who has recently gone through a divorce. She basically advised me to talk about all the problems which I have been having. I chatted to her about things and then to my Mum and Dad and I felt a lot better.
I then received encouraging emails from both Ms M and from MS in which they both had a long chat about stuff, which made me a lot happier.
But what has made me the happiest of all is the IM'ing that I have been doing with VJ where we mainly talked about work but there was a lot of other stuff we talked about too. There was also a lot of flirting from both sides and it seems that she may just be as much into me as I am into her. :) This has made me very happy.
At the moment 'W' and her boyfriend are having very noisy sex, but I really couldn't give a shit.
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